As my end of the year seems to spiral into the abyss of failed plans and disappointments I look forward to tomorrow with hope.
Who needs a new year for a fresh start?
I am usually a very zen tachi , However this week I have been more like the hulk and wanted to just smash every shit. I swear my levels of crazy are off the charts.
I could blame the full moon or mercury retrograde but I know my moods are all me.
Sometimes I forget the simple basic principles that I have striven to live by for the past year and a half. I plan to do an end of year meditation. Write down what I want to manifest. (Dreams always seem more realistic when you put them in writing ) Bathe myself in positivity or several shots of something strong and pretty and dig through the slight emotional and financial hot mess that was my 2017.
What is it about self-reflection that throws me into a tailspin. I am pretty fond of ignoring stuff till it spirals out of control and then I have an anxiety attack and bawl my eyes out about how crazy my life is.
Very mature Tachira .very ……
Us Libras are some real drama queens. Thanks for putting up with me while I ramble. Last year I set a few goals, most I reached others well pfft there is always tomorrow. Says the devil that is procrastination. Really my year was not that bad. I was just really hoping to win the lottery and buy my own private island alas no such luck.
I plan to usher in the year on a positive note so I decided to share some of my plans with you to make a fresh start.
Recharge my energy
I like to kick off the new year off with a bit of a spiritual detox. My preferred way to do this is with a new beginnings meditation. Nothing quite like letting go of all the mental clutter and refreshing your thoughts in preparation for new ideas, dreams, and aspirations.
Declutter And Get Organized
Am I the only one who feels a few pounds lighter when I throw away old stuff or cut off toxic people? Something about having too much stuff; too many emails, unnecessary contacts just leaves me feeling drained. So I will start a social detox. Delete those old numbers, organize my inbox,throw away the old junk and make space for all the good that is coming my way.
Get My financials In Order
I think we all at some point have a sticky love-hate relationship with money. You may be like me a bit of a shopaholic( my friends say I need rehab and I said no, no, no). The thought of budgeting and saving always just seems like such a dry and boring topic. It, however, is a necessity if you are starting on a journey to financial freedom. No one wants to live paycheck to paycheck and feel deprived their entire life. I plan to examine :
How I can curb/cut my spending.
Find a savings plan and budget that I can actually stick to and that is effective
Create multiple streams of income (anything short of selling drugs )
Spend less than I make but damn the shoes are always so cute
Learn about investing
Learn Something New And Do More of What I Love
I absolutely love to delve into new topics and try new things. I will give some of these free online courses a try to aid me in learning a new skill. Most importantly,I will invest money into a course.I have always been dying to take up photography but I always complain some courses are too expensive. If I can spend on bags and shoes then paying for a course to discover what could possibly a new love isn’t too much to ask of myself. I get so caught up in the everyday drudgery I find it hard to make time to do simple things I love like yoga, coloring and generally playful stuff that makes my heart flutter. No more damn excuses. No time like the present.
Be My Own Best Friend
Do you remember that song line that goes It’s no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy ? How many times had you let the needs of others supersede your own, said yes when you meant no or tolerated less than stellar treatment from a loved one or co-worker? Kick Disrespect to the curb. It’s time to reclaim my peace of mind. Eat better, Worry less . Pamper my mind, body, and soul. I will look myself in the mirror and say I love you as I embrace every quirky awkward part of myself. Nip negative thinking in the bud by looking at the positive.
This year has been one crazy ride but guess what I would not do anything differently. Life isn’t about getting it right all the time or holding on to the past so tightly it crushes all your hopes for the future. Slam that door on whoever and whatever did you wrong .Celebrate what went right. Remember to be here now because now is really all you ever have. Whatever you do in this life makes sure it makes you happy and you can look back and smile. A life without love, happiness and joy will sure be one empty life. Isn’t being happy and spreading joy what life really is about?
What are your plans for New Year’s Eve and what do you want to manifest in 2018?Comment below I love hearing from you.
Love and Blessings and Happy New Year. Let’s slay together 🙂