Grace Not Perfection -A Fresh Start For A Blissful And Fulfilled 2019 . Fall In Love With New Beginnings

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Welcome 2019, 365 new chances, new opportunities, experiences, and adventures. 2018 was a blink and you miss it sort of year because I still feel like I am in summer somewhere on the beach listening to Kes singing Hello and pretending he made that song just for me. I have never been one to subscribe to the New year New me mantra; the process of self-improvement and development has never been a wave a magic wand type of thing.
The newness , the fresh start comes when you open your eyes each day; when you give thanks and hopefully navigate whatever challenges, issues or problems that particular day throws at you or NOT.
Let’s be honest some days you just aren’t feeling it we just don’t have it in us to kill it and really who says we have to? We were not created to be constantly seeking, doing, searching or forcing. There is no shame in wanting and needing a break. sometimes your soul absolutely deserves it.

Joy is the key to your life feeling good no matter what year it is -Sarah Prout

It took me quite a few years to grasp this concept. Life will be what it is. Golden, blah, messy what you really need to focus on is how you perceive it. Now I am not going to tell you to be positive all of the time. What I have learned is that you need to find bliss and liveliness even in the broken places.


There will always be a time when you feel like shit, when your energy will be depleted; when you will revel in feeling sorry for yourself ;  when you literally may want to set your entire life on fire and watch it burn. Do you think having these moments or thoughts makes you a bad person? They sure as hell do not. There really is nothing sexy or appealing about perfection. Own your energy, revel in your mess. Do the very best with whatever you are given. The world does not need you picture perfect and and prim and proper. The world needs your rawness, the uncut and unedited version.

New beginnings I love them . I consider them to be one of my very best friends . Losing a familiar face or space may be distressing but nothing cripples you more than stagnation. Back to this New years thing . The first thing we think about with the new year is making resolutions . Resolutions I do not make them because I do not keep them . My attention span was not built for it . I do not see the need to put such pressure on myself . I think instead of resolutions we should all write a bucket list . Start with the simplest and end it with the most grandiose . I have decided to be a one day at a time sort of girl . Anything else puts to much pressure on myself and leaves me anxious and totally unbalanced . Let’s not be basic here go deep, get detailed , let your imagination run wild . Think about the things that stir your soul and pursue them with all you have got .
One of my major issues has always been more thinking than doing. You can analyze a situation to death but if you never take the first step. What are we really doing?


The Moment you accept that imperfect is more beautiful and full of joy than perfect is a good moment-Unknown


This is my tentative plan for the New Year –
Step One – let go of the picture of perfection
Step Two – Never let the circumstances and I repeat ever deter me from achieving my goals.
Step Three – Be grateful for every breath and find satisfaction in every moment.
As you get older you realize that even the shitiest of people and situations all have a grand purpose. Life would not be very fullfilling without lessons. The hard times , the dark places only serve to make us grow and flourish .

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How about thinking about what worked in 2018 and build from that. Work on being more consistent with your actions. Accept that despite your best efforts life does always have a way of screaming plot twist. Fall down, get back up gracefully and keep pushing forward even if you have to crawl. Life is all about movement and evolution. Be patient with yourself. Fab does not become fabulous overnight. We all have to start somewhere; the key is not to forget why you started and keeping on going no matter what.
Here are a fewsimple reminders to help you stay on your path of growth and purpose.

You are responsible for your own energy

You are the gatekeeper of your thoughts, feelings, and energy. It is easier said than done but do not let the funky energy of others take a hold of your space. I am guilty and we have all been guilty of this at some point. We let the actions and words of others dictate our moods, our thoughts sometimes even our own self -worth. When you find yourself falling into this trap give yourself a big old slap literally . It is all about maintaining a good space.

Repeat after me : the thoughts and actions of others should never determine my direction. My energy is sacred and I choose to make space for what feels good and right for me .

Recognize your toxic traits . I mean we all have some qualities that can be downright annoying and sometimes self -destructive . Stop trying to bury your issues; as challenging as it can be you need to own those issues get to the root cause of your actions and do your very best not to be a shitty person. Give what you want to receive. At the end of the day, we all want that inner fire to be lit and to be happy. Unless of course, you find solace in misery.

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Accept yourself completely

We all have flaws those seen and unseen. Things about ourselves that can cause issues in our daily lives . The key is to work on those bad habits each day. Spend time with yourself. Analyze your relationships, any problems, issues or scenarios that keep occurring. Accept responsibility for your actions. Sometimes pride gets in the way but you have to adult enough to say well I really f-ed that up and take steps to correct the mess that you have made. If you aren’t learning then you aren’t growing and to me, that is what self-acceptance is all about. You are ever changing and you must always celebrate the journey and give yourself credit for how much you have evolved in any given moment.

Learn to love your body I mean really appreciate it. The little things that we take for granted daily like being able to see, hear, and touch the ones you love.
Love the skin you are in. The lopsided boobs, the crooked nose, the melanin that they think is too rich all of it and I mean all of it makes up the masterpiece that you are. Do what makes your body feel good. Nourish it. Savor it. We are all so busy but really what are we busy doing? Are we doing the things that matter? Like taking care of ourselves and out=r own needs and not belittling our significance?  Looks really only can get you that far because no one really wants to hand with a pretty face if it comes with a vexatious personality.
Don’t just focus on the outer beauty you have to ingest some soul food as well. I mean a perky butt does not hurt but a perky spirit is where it is at.
It is time to say yes to yourself, with no apologies to anyone. Be in the moment , do the best you can and don’t beat yourself up if things fall apart. Let 2019 be the year of the unfiltered life. No matter how messy or tragic you may think your life is; trust and believe your light your sparkle your story your energy may be the reason someone smiles , is inspired and stays motivated to keep living a life that is true to them.

Forgive and Let Go

Let me be honest forgiveness is my least fave f-word or it used to be. Being unforgiving honestly is not a pretty picture. Anger, frustration, and bitterness are the definite end result. Remember the last time you really got upset? I mean fuming ? I myself rarely get angry because it is an emotion I feel in my soul. I usually act and then think later.
At the moment when we feel wronged or offended; the ego just screams strike back, do them like they did you. Retaliate; that is the way to go. I have been petty. I have held grudges. I have been consumed with getting revenge. I have been the hell hath no fury chick. Where do you think it got me?
Tired, depleted, angry and bordering on obsessed. You harm no one but yourself when you seek to right the ones that did you wrong . You can not heal pain by inflicting hurt, Nothing healthy can be achieved from seeking revenge. It may bring a temporary moment of satisfaction but ultimately you will have to deal with the underlying issues. You have to find ways to navigate through the waves of hurt, betrayal and intense disappointment.
We all have had someone who has done us dirty . Who hurt us to our very core .

It is indeed extremely difficult not to take the actions of others personally but ultimately what they do is their karma . You have to decide what yours will be .. Decide to be the bigger person. Decide not to be as miserable as those that hurt you. We are not exempt from questionable behavior we are all capable of it . At the end of the day, we are doing the best we can. This statement does not excuse the shitty behavior of others ; in saying this we have to accept our part in the exchange. Let this be the year you put the burden of past hurts down. Set your soul free. Having said all of this remember the most significantt form of forgiveness we need to have is for ourselves. Let go of the feelings of failures and not-enoughness. You are an absolute badass and never forget it.

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Yesterday is heavy . Put it down 
Every day make a conscious effort to let go of anything that makes you frown 
Your soul is tired give her a rest 
You are far from perfect but you did your best 
Pain is never healthy to carry around 
It will break your spirit leave you shattered 
The past is heavy put it down 
Don’t beat yourself up over should haves and could haves 
You did your best 
Grow through what you go through 
No situation is ever permanent 
This is just a test 

The messes of today will lead to the triumphs of tomorrow . The past is not yours to carry . Lighten your load . Set yourself free . 
Yesterday is heavy . Put it down .

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This really is not a New Year’s post this is a fresh start post . Fresh starts, evolution, transformation are the stuff that life is made of . 2019 will be the big and bold year. No filter .No apologies. Dedicate and celebrate every part of yourself and your journey. Be. Do . Inspire and Grow .
Wishing you nothing but love and blessings . May this day , this year , this moment be the beginning of your wildest dreams. Never be ashamed of what works for you. This is your journey make is the boldest and most blissful that it can be.

Do you make New Years Resolutions ? What dreams and goals do you have for this year ?

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46 thoughts on “Grace Not Perfection -A Fresh Start For A Blissful And Fulfilled 2019 . Fall In Love With New Beginnings

  1. This is so inspirational to me! I am always thankful for new beginnings, I am always thankful for my struggles because they teach me far more than I can ever imagine. I have learned to accept the what is…and sometimes the what is, can be shitty. I may pout or cry about it…but i keep pushing through.

  2. This was wonderful to read thank you. Protecting my energy has been my way of life for a while now and it really makes a difference!

  3. I love the naming of this post as a fresh start post. This is such a refreshing post. In an effort to be more productive, I have been reading the gazillions of goal setting posts. But you’ve put everything down so well in this colorful post. I find this line to be really inspirational – No filter.No apologies. Dedicate and celebrate every part of yourself and your journey. Be. Do. Inspire and Grow. A post that encourages us to dream big and to go get them too.

    • I live to be colorful.LOL . I think I need to follow your lead and read some goal setting posts. I am having a bit of trouble focusing on mine. Thanks so much for commenting.

  4. LC says:

    I couldn’t agree more with your three-step tentative plan. I would actually make it a definite plan, They are words to live by. Thanks.

  5. I love the part you talk about being responsible for our own energy! Ain’t that the truth. My goal/theme for the year is to have focus and peace in my life. Sometimes I get to focused and lose peace, sometimes I’m too peaceful and lose focus. This year I’m striving to have a beautiful blend of both

    • As A Libra I totally get what you mean and crave the need for balance and truthfully I think what we mainly need in this life is peace and happiness. Thanks for commenting.

  6. Forgiving and loving ourselves are the best way to begin this new year! Your post gives me so much energy and the motivation that I need in this moment!

  7. I don’t make New Year Resolutions because being honest here they literally never happen. I do better starting things at any other time of year lol. I really want to focus on my blog and my health this year though.

  8. Safana says:

    I am sooo happy I read this. I love every word you said😍 I literally want to reread it again! So beautiful. I am a huge fan of starting over myself And I truly believe in the new beginnings❤️ I agree with everything you said, especially in forgiveness; what they do is their karma and what I have to decide is what mine will be… Yesss thank you! It’s soooo inspiring to read☺️💞

  9. Love your tentative plan for this year tachi ! You are so right, don’t let circumstances ever stop you from achieving your goals. Yesterday was heavy but it has since been gone, in the least now so we can only look forward for tomorrow!

  10. Cheers to a fresh start and blessings right back at you my friend! I am not sure I would call my dreams for 2019 ‘resolutions’ but more of an evolving plan to seek and fulfill my higher purpose which I believe is to serve and truly be helpful to others.
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  11. “Losing a familiar face or space may be distressing but nothing cripples you more than stagnation.” This is SO TRUE! It’s so hard sometimes to let go of that we are familiar with or that’s precious to us… but sometimes losing that is the best thing that can happen to us. Even if it doesn’t seem that way at first..

  12. I absolutely enjoyed reading this post! I completely agree with being in control of our own energy. Surrounding ourselves with people who support that is important as well. I love the idea of a “fresh start” this year. I have so many great goals for myself and can’t wait to see where this year takes me!

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