As a Libra, I find it really difficult to make up my mind. I honestly try to see all sides of everything. When presented with a choice I never seem to be able to come to a decision right away. Of course, when I finally do it’s almost impossible to deter me from the path that I have chosen. In life we all have preferences. Most of the time is quite challenging to adjust to not getting what you prefer.
Wouldn’t it be ideal if we all could just get whatever we wanted all the time? I surely do not think so. I have longed for some things in the past; now when I look back and wonder if maybe I spent most of my days intoxicated. Oh, life is a real shit show sometimes and you just want to yell why me?
Heavy stuff comes to weigh you down, to test your mettle to challenge you. Try as you may sometimes everything will go contrary to what you envisioned. Life is like an ocean, absolutely unpredictable. Sometimes you just got to ride out the waves or the high tide would wash you away.
What you are presented with now may be less than ideal. Whatever you are feeling don’t suppress it, don’t stay silent. Let it all out and allow yourself to heal. It is not always easy but you just have to take it as it comes. Living in the future and trapped in the past will surely lead you down a path of self-destruction and dissatisfaction.
Now is the only moment you have, make the most of it. A present moment spent longing for a long-lost preference will leave you empty and always wanting. Breathe, just breathe acknowledge that you are still alive. As long as you are, you still can muster that one bit of fight to help you through. When it all goes to hell, and the world is crumbling sometimes breathing, immersing yourself in the moment is all you can do.